its all so confusing, its like a book, but the writer dropped the papers on the way when he ran into a woman on the way to get them bound, he decides he likes the woman, and she likes him, but he doesnt know why, and he knows he wont ever see this woman again if he runs of to get his papers that are blowing away in the wind, so he asks her to go for a walk with him, every now and then he sees the papers, blowing by in the wind, they pick up a couple, but not many, d no matter how happy he is with this woman he just cant stop thinking about his book, he needs to get the papers and go get it bound, he needs to publish it and make money, its the only way he can survive, but does he really need to get the papers, cant he just surrender his life and live an empty one, cant he just forget the book? cant he just spend more time with the woman and leave the book unfinished, its so much easier to just give up on living?